Something happens at around 120 km per hour.
Thunder ahead us is just sound. Front fenders makes no sound,Engine vibrations travels at a heart beat,field of vision funnels into your shades and suddenly …you are not on the road ..you are in it..A part of it ..Traffic ,scenery , cops ,motels ,cardboard cut outs just blowing over to your back..
Sometimes i forget the rush of the speed and terrain that’s why i take on these long rides.All your problems, all the noises ..GONE .Nothing else to worry about except what’s right in front of you…Maybe that’s the lesson for me today –to hold on to these simple moments and appreciate them a little more cause there may not be many of them left .
Finding things that make you happy should not so hard. I know we face pain ,suffering ,hard choices but you just cannot let them suck the joy out of your life .No matter what you have to find the things that love you and you should run to them.. hold on to them.
I am quoting some lines from a TV show that suits this best
“…That which doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. I don’t believe that. I think the things that try to kill you make you angry and sad. Strength comes from the good things – your family, your friends, the satisfaction of hard work. Those are the things that’ll keep you whole. Those are the things to hold on to when you’re broken.”
There will be days that will force you to make decisions ..decisions you don’t want to make .They will take you places you don’t want to be and that’s when you realize that you are really much stronger than you think you are ..
So i don’t know what you are going through .I don’t even give a shit but I know this that you are strong and you can handle everything that’s thrown at you …JUST GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER.